"我必须活成我想要的样子，这仅仅是因为我已经准备好去死了"
“如果我不能以自己想要的方式活着，那就让我以自己想要的方式死去”

有人说I was always fascinated by how the NS and nihilism overarching themselves in contemporary culture. NS was supposed to be an antidote for bitter existentialism as it cultivated creation, fertility and natural order. In theory and on paper of course. But some narratives around cult or nsbm are emanations of destructive force- as if it would be totally acceptable that NS is evil, and that is exactly why we promote it. There will be no Aryan revival. No lives matter. I’m gonna die and take you with me. The logical mutual inadequacy of nihilism and NS strikes me as almost absurd yet strangely consistent and even appealing thanks to its decadence.
搞不懂为什么国家社会主义明明是歌颂存在的意义的，却与死亡崇拜和虚无主义走在一起。

这只是因为对生命的赞美本就是出于对死亡的肯定，而国家社会主义者是尝试把握这少瞬即逝的美丽的人，他们知道万物的终点早已写好，因此更想要证明自己真的存在。

持有这种世界观的人，并且真的在尝试做自己喜欢的事情，建构自己的喜好的圣战者，已经可以归属为勇士，就像第一艘飞出地球的殖民船的船员那么英勇。这是人性的最大体现，这些明面上的博学者，背地里的恐怖分子，是仅存人性的人类。